.h.e. .h.i.m. .h.i.s.

make me love music then i can be easily in love with you~~ ♥

but when i start love music im sure be crazy

crazy on you

when i got crazy my heart will hurt

hurt when missing you

because i know you was born not for me

but for her

what i can do?

crying all the night without knowing i was born to someone else

i will not do that 

because i only losing you

not my life

supporting you is my choice

whoever you choose

i will love her the way i love you

and now!

i still waiting

waiting a 'boy' from HIM

someone told me

"you must find it when you in university"

but i?

im really tired of being involved in the fake love

i will keep waiting and pray

HE give me a 'boy' who accept me as I myself

who love HIM more he love me

who took care of his mother more than he care me

who make his family happy as i do

who understand his friend more than i understand him

who smile when i get angry

but im tired to keep hoping

so i was waiting the day you come

i will as long as i could

so when my friend asking me

"single?" "do you have boyfriend?"

i only told them "i dont like to play that"

because it was not a game to me

love is the great thing that every person ever had

love is sharing emotion inside of our heart

"cinta dicari pasti pergi, cinta sejati kekal abadi"

adapted from cuti-cuti cinta film

p/s: credict this to jaja lala because I ambik literacy, dia cakap sama je dengan literature....hehehe <3

,,,

A million words would not bring
you back, I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried.

...

Nothing hurts more than realising
he meant everything to you,

but you meant nothing to him.

.a.p.a. .a.d.a. .d.i.s.e.b.a.l.i.k. .m.i.m.p.i.?.?.?

 dua mimpi

baru beberapa jam aku mimpi sesuatu

aku difitnah mengadu kejahatan seseorang

keluarga orang yang difitnah serta orang kampung datang serbu rumahku

aku membuat penjelasan tapi hanya sesetengah penduduk kampung percaya

orang yang membuat jahat itu cuba menikam aku dengan pisau

aku bersiap sedia dengan keris

lepas itu ayahku menelefonku

bertanya apa yang aku ingin dia beli

aku jawab 'roti canai bawang'

ada di antara orang kampung meminta maaf denganku di atas fitnah tersebut

oleh kerana fitnah itu juga aku harus melarikan diri menaiki bot semasa hujan

sebelum menaiki bot aku dapat melihat mata2 orang kampung yang ingin menjahati aku

aku semakin takut

sehingga tergesa gesa

aku mendahului menaiki bot itu

diikuti kakakku

dan tiba2 mak aku sudah ada didalam bot

aku berharap agar bot itu cepat berlepas

dan bila ia memulakan perjalanan aku teringat akan ayahku

aku menangis di pangkuan mak aku

sambil memanggil "ayoohhh!!!!"

selepas aku sedar dari mimpi aku terus menangis

apakah tanda itu???

pelik ye mimpi itu

tiada mimpi yang indah seperti orang bicarakan

dan sebelum mimpi ini aku pernah mimpikan ular...apakah petandanya??

aku tidak mahu percaya dengan kaitan mimpi dan kehidupan

aku cuma ingin sedikit pengetahuan......

p/s:setelah sekian lam tidak update blog, aku kembali dengan cerita mimpi....sila tunggu cerita seterusnya dari aku iaitu "kepuasan result exam dengan usahaku" pada 2 november 2010 malam....<3